just thinking of you

My uncle was married on Saturday
and the wedding was beautiful

Just looking at the bride and groom
the look in their eyes
how they held one another
you could just tell that they were in love

it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen

and i fell in love with Frank Sinatra
his music is soothing
especially "The Way You Look Tonight"
it gives me that fuzzy feeling

Nothing recently is new
I bought a nikon coolpix which i named Penelope
its red and cute
and i have it with me always.
Summer is going on as normal
however i miss my friends
and i am thinking about having a bon fire at my house sometime this week

I don't know what it is about fires and friends
but some reason they seem to open everyone up
the glow of a flame
the smell of a roasting marshmellow
something about these moments allow people to feel free
to just be themselves
to share stories
moments
memories

I love times like those.

Mornings

This morning, I felt alive. Maybe it was the fact that I did not go to sleep at all last evening, took a walk at four and was able to watch the sun rise.







Let me tell you, its times like those that make you happy to be alive.

I'm not really sure what is going on
people are changing and making certain choices
which is only human
we are here to make these choices
but as said choices are being made i can't but think
do they realize what they are deciding on

whether its to hang out with a certain group of people
to eat this instead of that
to try drugs and maybe a tad of alcohol
maybe its to give into those desires for another person
or to not talk to a person because they made a mistake

I know what bad choices can do to a person
and I know how horrible it feels to be the one to to have messed up
but I also know that hope is there
I know first hand that people are forgiving
and all it takes is "I'm sorry"

Its funny when people say that they are not forgiving
Why?
How many times have you not screwed up?
How many people did you not hurt?
How many lies did you not tell?

che right.