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I don't know if its hormones or what, but I have been feeling very so so lately.

I'm not finding inspiration around me
I don't feel like I'm doing anything of worth
I feel like I'm wasting the day
I'm just a human shell shrinking till there is nothing left but memories.

I think I just need to cry and left all those gross feelings are out of my system
till I can finally remember the good days and the times I enjoyed laughing and being with people.

I think the past couple days have been very disappointing for me.
Things have really changed and I can't do anything to stop it or to turn the clock backwards to were it made sense.

I have trouble sleeping
I just need to talk

summer time and the living is easy

so its been awhile.
things have been crazy
and life is never stopping

things i'm looking forward to

This Wednesday Sonic is giving away free root beet floats and New Haven Canal Days
This Thursday Scott and I are going to the fort wayne children's zoo to see the new africa before everyone else gets to see it (employee benefits)
This Friday after work, Katie and I are driving down to the Verizon Music Center to experience a Coldplay concert.

Scott's birthday is coming up, but I still have a two weeks before that happens.

Zoo life is fun and long, but I'm usually never bored, which is a first. When I have a job, I'm usually never enjoying it, but working at the zoo is fun and I enjoy what i do. I think working with Holly Wright also plays a role because she is really funny and when no one is around just says what she wants.

Summer is here and the babies (aka highschoolers) only have a half day tomorrow. It really has struck me that I have been out of high school for one whole year. I can't believe it. Life is funny in those ways I guess.