Astair

The most wonderful thing happened today

it rained, but not only did it rain, it poured, it stormed, and it was magificent. Oh! How I do love when Indiana has lovely thunderstorms, especially now. We haven't gotten much rain recently and the change in weather was a blessing.

School will be starting soon, not only for myself, but for all my friends as well. I'm not looking forward to saying goodbye to the ones that are leaving and when thinking about it, I'm not looking forward to saying farwell to the ones who are going to school here right in town. I thought I would be able to handle the seperation, but now I'm beginning to understand how difficult it really is going to be. I wish I was a stronger person and I wish that I had more confidence in myself to have the ability to let go and grow in life, but I'm not. I'm still that immature senior in high school who is just having the time of her life. I'm still in that safe secure building where I know everyone and everything. This world seems so big, and though I have big ambition, I'm constantly thinking is it going to be enough? I'm not so sure anymore.