Wednesday, January 21, 2009

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Sorry that there are no firefly pictures. My cell camera is lame and I still have not found penelope (she has gone missing, and I'm still really sad about it)

There are twenty four totally true things about me that people really don't know, I'm being totally honest

24] I have to physically write in a journal everything I do each day, everyday. I don't know whether it is normal, but i seriously have to document what I did or I feel sick. I even carry around a little black book thing that I write NOTES for my journal. I also write my feelings and thoughts about certain main points of the day, but mostly its just a play by play.

23] I like written letters way more than emails or facebook messages. I feel that taking the time to sit down and pen a letter is more personal and allows both the sender and receiver to have something more tangible than text on a screen. I don't write letters very often because I don't have many addresses. If you want me to write you a letter just give me your address. I will send you a personalized letter special from celia anne.

22] I really don't like horror movies. I've gotten more use to the gore and the surprise factor, but if I really had the choice, I would probably never watch another horror flick ever. I don't like the anticipation that scary movies make me feel and I really don't like being scared, period. EXCEPT if i'm at like the haunted castle or cave. I love those things, just not scary movies.

21] I have gotten into a Michael Buble faze. I really love his voice and the style of music he sings. I'm a freak. I don't even know why this happened, but it did. oh well.

20] Its really easy for me to get depressed. Not most people know it but I really do have a fairly low self esteem and I always feel like people are judging me. I pull off the confidence level that is high very well. But I only feel like my true self with my closest friends or if I'm preforming.

19] I write poetry. That doesn't make sense. There is not much rhyme and basically zero meter.

18] I love to dance. It doesn't matter what style. I love it all and I wish that I could be in an awesome street crew.

17] I am writing a novel (or kind of short story, I'm not sure yet) about my high school experience, and I'm totally honest and raw in the book. My true feelings for people are realized and my true opinions over situations and events I was involved with are known. I really hope it never gets published.

16] Its hard for me to let people into my shell. I build up walls to protect myself and its difficult for me to let my guard down and share what I'm really feeling. I really hate feeling vunerable and not strong.

15] I really want to go to prom.

14] I really feel most of the time I am not pleasing people. I feel like I fall short of expectations and pretty much a failure in the eyes of people who love me. I don't feel like I will ever over come my short comings.

13] I have high hopes and goals I want to accomplish, I just need that support. I feel like most of the time I'm by myself. Even though truly I know people are always there to support me.

12] I have a problem with making judgments on people too quickly. I really hate being a hater. I want to change that and give people more chances, because I've messed up and I've hurt people too.

11] I want to someday have the courage to apologize to person x. At this point in my life, I'm still blaming person x for the reason I'm not in that relationship anymore. In a way its mostly person x's fault, but I was in the wrong as well.

10] I really don't like the song "Please Don't Stop the Music", I really feel that Rhianna is just whining through the whole thing. I'd rather shave my eyeballs than listen to that song.

9] I was in show choir. I was in show choir for four years. I enjoyed it. And I still enjoy watching groups preform. Nuff said.

8] I sled surf alot in the winter. I'm surprised I haven't broken every bone in my body because of it.

7] I really hate wearing socks, turtle-necks, panty-hose. Though I'm fine with tights, sweaters, and knee-highs.

6] I sing. alot.

5] I see too many movies and read too many books.

4] I really hate all types of breakfast foods. I dislike pancakes, waffles, french-toast, crepes, eggs, bacon, sausage. I feel like I'm going to throw up if I eat gross stuff like this.

3] My favorite movie is "Singin' in the Rain". I hated that movie all through middle school when Mr. Teeple would make us watch it every year.

2] I hate "The Newsies" with a burning passion of hate.

1] I love meeting people, hanging out with my friends, going to pottery painting places, joking around, taking photographs, laughing, being with scott, watching scrubs, painting my room at odd hours of the night and mostly smiling.

3 comments:

Katie said...

we HAVE to take pictures at firefly soon!
maybe I can snatch my moms super nice digital canon rebel!
ha.

how can you hat ethe newsies?!

Celia Anne said...

i don't know how i can hate the newsies. I think mr. teeple successfully destroyed that movie for me...don't you remember we would watch that movie allllll the time and we would sing "seize the day" like EVERYDAY. I never want to seize the day. Unless Robin Williams tells me to.

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