sleepless in huntertown

so this week has consisted of: school, little hang out time, and rehearsals for The Rabbit Hole, and looking for an apartment.

My heart loves st. joe, because it is perfect. Its furnished, it is hip, it is cool...but the price is just not in my price range.

so my brain is set on canterbury...it is big, affordable, and we can decorate it ourselves. This however is proving to be problematic with some of my possible roommates.

I'm not sure if the hassel of it all it worth moving out just yet. Maybe if i save my money and stay at home for another year i'll be able to move out, or if i just find different people to room with i'll be set. I don't know. its all crazy right now.

I haven't been feeling like myself lately and i think that the stress of everything and not having a moment to myself is really starting to take its toll. I don't know what is going on in my relationship with scott. I think we're in a rut. hahah which is silly to say. but we're getting through it.

I'm hoping that summer will bring a breath of fresh air into the situation.

Other than that, not too much has been happening.
I can't sleep now, and I think its because I think too much.